The everlasting question, that cross my mind everytime in my life – what’s the purpose of life? is right to measure the value of someone’s life monetary value or by emotional’s bond?

I crossed a human life calculator, that help you estimate the financial loss, if one of your family member is going to die. Now life, any life have been reduced or linked to a piece of paper ? They made abstract numbers to determine if our life is useless or not for the society. It sounds to me nothing to do with the progress. People out there argue ‘ we are in progress than the past’. I feel like they enjoy to be looked like nothing more than a number in a virtual world; and they wonder why they feel miserable, less satisfied and incomplete.

we are far way from what our ancestors wanted: the abolition of the differences, the fight of any shade of diversity. Yet we are valuable only through a piece of paper. So I keep asking myself, there’s ever a certain moment of this miserable world age, that we’ll be seen and considered for our individual capacities and skills.

Am not saying money are bad or wrong to strive for, but being so obsessed only to prove yourself, is wrong. Totally.

Sometimes I start to be attempted to follow the wave that others do, but I remind myself: who you are?what do you want and your porpose for life? being critical toward myself, keeps my feet on earth rather than make up a fake pixel picture of myself, that will stuck in my head. and each time I fail to reach my goal, and the flow of the sadness start eating me up.

Remind yourself who you are, where you’ve been and where you are now. And you’ll got the answer.

you’ll remember those days you hated everybody around you, you’ll remember those sleepless days, those panic attack, where no one was believing you, or the worst was: feeling pity for you. Yes, you’ll remind yourself, you have survived. and the game have started only now. And a beautiful journey ahead you have.

see you soon,

sal